Within days i'll be nothing. Returning to all i've ever known. Everything learned will be forgotten. My current feeling of worth will be lost again amidst the hectic schedule of life. I've briefly lived in the warm glow created by the false hope of being rescued. Only to be violently resubmerged once again, drowned by life. Left alone, grasping for air with every shred of energy left in this worn body that's imprisoned me for so long. I'll be left with the curse of normality and only pain as a reminder that i'm still alive.
